I think I mentioned in one of my posts that once we got our official due date, I'd signed up to get emails from babycenter.com and whattoexpect.com. And I've been getting them. Lots of them! But then again, there's lots of information to learn before our little one gets here, huh?
So I got one yesterday from babycenter.com and in the subject line it said, "Should you get an epidural?" Some of my girlfriends may have heard me express my feelings on this subject. For those reading here, I will reiterate. I feel like I HAVE A VERY LOW TOLERANCE FOR PAIN. Therefore, I am under no illusions that I will be "trying to do this naturally". No. Not this girl. I'm thinking they can just go ahead and hook me up to the pain meds as soon as I come in the door, right?
Of course, I know that's not how it works, but you get the urgency of my feelings on this subject. So when I got this email yesterday, I was a little hesitant to read it. I know that "knowledge is power" but in certain cases, knowledge is scary. But, my curiosity won out -- it probably is wise to be knowledgeable on this particular subject, yes?
So I read through it.
It gave information on how an epidural works, what the advantages and disadvantages were (note to self: list of disadvantages was a lot longer than list of advantages...) and then it gave information on those who wouldn't have the option of an epidural (those with blood disorders, etc.) -- thankfully, I don't fall into any of those categories. Epidural is a go. If I can keep my nerve up. :)
After the article, there was a link that said, "Watch an epidural needle being inserted". Seriously?
I sat there for a few minutes really considering whether or not I should watch that video. Some of my friends have heard me express my feelings on THIS subject, too. For you guys, I will reiterate. I.HATE.NEEDLES. SERIOUSLY.HATE.THEM. And I don't EVER do them voluntarily.
I really thought I didn't need to watch the video because when I get mine (yes, when, not if), it's not as if I'm going to see any of that happening back there. However, my curiosity won out again and, against my better judgment, I watched it.
And almost passed out.
I'm not sure if it was the iodine to sterilize that they swabbed all over the girl's back (thought it was blood at first, I promise you) or the GI.GANTIC needle they put in her back to insert the catheter, but whatever it was, I didn't do so well with all of that. I had already heard stories about how big this needle was and surprisingly, this video showed it being a little smaller than I thought it would be but STILL. It was a HUGE needle. And what did I say about needles before?
Anyways, I was fine, almost to the end of the video -- the thing was in and everything -- and then all of a sudden my stomach did a type of flip-flop and I started to get real hot and then to see spots/stars. Yeah. Had to put my head between my knees and the whole thing. Kind of embarrassing but it is what it is.
Despite that, I'm glad I watched it. It cleared up some questions I had.
And I think I'm still gettin' one.